A life changing second
Posted: Sun 04 Jan, 2015 11:22 pm
In a second
Fighting inner Demons
Life in Micro Seconds
Thanks to the people who have ask about it to help me. I really appreciate your support
I'm writing this because I'm having trouble talking about it, as the flash backs are just to real and scary for me at this time.
For many years now, over 42 yrs I've been riding motorbikes. Over those years I've had many crashes , accidents and close calls. All of these I've walked away from knowing that I had pushed the limit too far. So from these I've re adjusted the limit for a while until I'm happy again and or recovered from the injuries. But from these I was in control most of the time and responsible for what happened. So I didn't really worry to much more about it. The other close calls in traffic have been a close call and the driver not looking, we've all had these. But mostly don't think a lot more about them.
The next day you go out to the shed hop on the bike thinking nothing of the previous day. Just happy to be back on the bike, back in the saddle again. Knowing the feeling of the seatt, just thinking back home again in the saddle
We have all been there.
But the other day. On my way to work. 3km from home things changed.
I enter a blind left bend, only to have a vehicle on my side of the road. I'm doing open speed limit
Instantly life slows down into micro seconds. Yes time does slow when you are about to die. Honestly I'm not joking.
I instanty start braking.
What amazes me is to how much you think about.
Firstly I thought I was going to die here today
Then, I thought about my boys
Next ,was where can I point the bike to get away from this. They was nowhere. I was headed right into the front of the Ford Territory.
The driver wasn't even looking in my direction.
Next ,thought was of Odette.
Next, this is going to hurt, bad.
What now, the ABS was working hard and I mean hard.
Where is the helicopter going land to pick me up.
I'm just about to jump up as I impact the front of the car. To help lessen the injuries
I'm still looking at the driver who just now looks up, who now pulls to the left onto her side of the road.
As now I pass the rear corner of the car still with the ABS working hard.
This all happened within 1-2 seconds. But for me it seems like 5 minutes.
I pull over turn around to go and see her. She apologise saying it was her fault.
I had a few words to say. As we all would have.
As I carry onto work thoughts of how close that was are just to real.
Even writing it down is hard, I also have many flash backs.
It's even hard to sit on the bike. It just doesn't feel the same, as the bike I just love to ride. Yet I know it was the bike that helped with the issue.
The main issue I'm have trouble with, his that I had no control of what had put me into that situation. Another bloody car driver. Ive never been in that situation, but I'm sure some of you have been.
So if someone says, life slowed down. I know exactly what they mean.
Thanks to my friends for asking, I'll be back to full speed soon.
Mike
Fighting inner Demons
Life in Micro Seconds
Thanks to the people who have ask about it to help me. I really appreciate your support
I'm writing this because I'm having trouble talking about it, as the flash backs are just to real and scary for me at this time.
For many years now, over 42 yrs I've been riding motorbikes. Over those years I've had many crashes , accidents and close calls. All of these I've walked away from knowing that I had pushed the limit too far. So from these I've re adjusted the limit for a while until I'm happy again and or recovered from the injuries. But from these I was in control most of the time and responsible for what happened. So I didn't really worry to much more about it. The other close calls in traffic have been a close call and the driver not looking, we've all had these. But mostly don't think a lot more about them.
The next day you go out to the shed hop on the bike thinking nothing of the previous day. Just happy to be back on the bike, back in the saddle again. Knowing the feeling of the seatt, just thinking back home again in the saddle
We have all been there.
But the other day. On my way to work. 3km from home things changed.
I enter a blind left bend, only to have a vehicle on my side of the road. I'm doing open speed limit
Instantly life slows down into micro seconds. Yes time does slow when you are about to die. Honestly I'm not joking.
I instanty start braking.
What amazes me is to how much you think about.
Firstly I thought I was going to die here today
Then, I thought about my boys
Next ,was where can I point the bike to get away from this. They was nowhere. I was headed right into the front of the Ford Territory.
The driver wasn't even looking in my direction.
Next ,thought was of Odette.
Next, this is going to hurt, bad.
What now, the ABS was working hard and I mean hard.
Where is the helicopter going land to pick me up.
I'm just about to jump up as I impact the front of the car. To help lessen the injuries
I'm still looking at the driver who just now looks up, who now pulls to the left onto her side of the road.
As now I pass the rear corner of the car still with the ABS working hard.
This all happened within 1-2 seconds. But for me it seems like 5 minutes.
I pull over turn around to go and see her. She apologise saying it was her fault.
I had a few words to say. As we all would have.
As I carry onto work thoughts of how close that was are just to real.
Even writing it down is hard, I also have many flash backs.
It's even hard to sit on the bike. It just doesn't feel the same, as the bike I just love to ride. Yet I know it was the bike that helped with the issue.
The main issue I'm have trouble with, his that I had no control of what had put me into that situation. Another bloody car driver. Ive never been in that situation, but I'm sure some of you have been.
So if someone says, life slowed down. I know exactly what they mean.
Thanks to my friends for asking, I'll be back to full speed soon.
Mike
